Avoid and Seek

Grief loves itself.

Tweaks the oblivious liver

with sympathy and a good deal of beer

and then laments in altered form

accumulated absences thievable as litter

 

Chipped-off phrases ramble in our heads

Pithily filling the silence with tremolos, trills

and splashy percussion,

every twenty-third thought hysterical.

 

Proactive mourning is less toxic than a truth

unentered, a life conducted by default

 

When repercussions arrive at our teacups,

price tag still attached

Body, brain and genome lock in

a pas de trois of mini-deaths sustaining life

 

Pinned to the cellophane the sovereign within

whose eloquence evades the data base

 

I sing of nimble synthesis, that ancient province

where choice and chance take turns at bat

 

The only two verbs relevant

to electrons are seek and avoid